Mother Wolf really knows her Cubs

Hi ! The Community I am a part of, is the Nicest one on the whole Internet.
I've been to some Communities before But I've never found such a Nice community before.
In this community, where I met many great and friendly people, I met someone very special in particular.
She is like our Mother Wolf and we are her Cubs.
I call her Sister, since she feels like an Elder Sister I never had.

Since I am free to Wail, Moan and even BAWL on the forums if I am feeling bad, she talked to me about it and I am still trying to figure out how she got right on target.
Maybe she has Mysterious Powers.



 

Posting Her very words with her Permission :

"you are a nice guy guardian, an unhappy one, but nevertheless nice. on the unhappiness factor, allow me a remark please, on account of me being in an age that i have lived through most of the things that are bothering you now: seek happiness in your personal relations. i know, this sounds to you egoistical, but this isnt meant so my bro. to fight for the world, you must have your own solid base to begin with.


this is what i would have told my son: find a nice girl, that you can love and be loved by her and than start the crusade.


with love


asterolykos"

(By Crusade, she meant whatever struggle I was doing, Please don't take this to Religious side.Thanks you.)


I told her that there are many Problems in doing so.
According to my calculations this can Do wonders for me but I feel like I'll be destroying someone's Life, wonder why I feel that way ?
Or Lets say that I've already tasted it in the Past but it didn't turn out very well, haven't recovered from it yet.
(Like Racism wasn't Bad Enough Already)
Darn People.

Then there are my Parents, if I do something like this, people (Too Narrow Minded here) will keep taunting them Indirectly.
Worst of them will be the Relatives.
Since I am Famous (In a Very Negative way, but nevertheless , Famous) among them due to my Open Minded and Straight Forward thoughts, I am their Favorite Target.





I don't care what people say about me but I'll hate it if a person that is related to me, have to listen to such things, just because of me.
Not to mention that my Dad will Kill or Almost Kill me, or at least he can Break my Legs.





Some of these Reasons and Some of my own Depleting Interest in Life / Being Alive is making me not to even think about it.
But I still have a Slightest Hope, that things will be better again, maybe.


In the End all I can say is that Mother Wolf really knows her cubs.
She was Right on Target but My Hands are Tied, Feet too.
They Forgot to Tie my Mouth though.







But there is still Hope, Slightest but there is.

Thanks for Reading.

Peace and Love.