I am Back, But ..... Is this Really Me ?

Hi ! Latest Events or My Life has messed up everything I've been going after.

I have quite a bit of Imagination in me so let me put it this way, I am Reforming/Redefining myself.

* Remove Feelings about The Only One you ever Loved ........... 40 % Success
   (Not Enough, but better than before)

* Implementing some Dark Behavior ............ 32 % Success

* Active Response System in any case of  Physical / Mental Torture ............. Standby
  --> Active Response System Level ............. Critical

* Anti Emotional Blackmailing Measure .............. Implementing Now
  --> Inserting Blank Emotions .............. 60 % Success

* Forget Many Individuals / Events from Past .............. Searching for Measures
  --> Meeting with a Psychiatrist to get Hypnotic Suggestions to Forget those Individual / Events ............. Scheduled

* Level of Care for Innocents around me ............. Critical

* Get Brute Strength back ................ Scheduled to Process

* Redefining Obedience Level ................ High --> Processing --> Low



This'll make me Aggressive to this Level (I Hope you get the Idea) : 

" God knows I hate to lose my real self but in order to give the good ones around me a chance, I need to do this.

I just hate the Selfish Human Gestures that Makes the Life of others like Hell.

Its Like We Humans(Majority, not All) Never  Learn that Life is much more than doing something for ourselves.

Real Humans Care more about others, than they care about themselves.

The Sorry State we Humans(Majority, not All) are in nowadays, fills me with Disgust.We are Greedy, Selfish, Liars.We Never Appreciate the Love and Care of others, we Take Advantage of it. "



I wonder when will they Learn that if they Bother someone too much, they're gonna put Hatred in someone's Heart and She/He can come back and give them the taste of their own Medicine.
Its like they always dig a hole for themselves but they never Learn.

I just Hope that one day I get my Real Self back, I don't wanna spend my whole Life like this.

Peace and Love for Innocents.